Thread:Technobliterator/@comment-1370845-20130323175630

Might as well post here;

A message for the admins (the ones that don’t have a conflict of interest):

The following is really personal, but I need you to understand. My life is supposedly better than ever. I made it into the IB program, we’ve won every game this semester, my grades are great, and I’m finally getting some bulk on me. I should be happy. Instead, I feel more miserable by the day. I don’t want to spend my entire day at freaking extra practice or screwing girls around or smoking or drinking with the guys just that. It’s meaningless.

So all that unhappiness has to go somewhere, and that somewhere is writing, a creative outlet- making up shit and living somewhere else so I can pretend I’m not where I really am. I need this. I can’t go a year without it. All I want to do is write for myself, and finish what I’ve started. So ban me from the rest of the site, forever- I’ll sell you my soul, to put it that way.

But don’t just cut my head off because you’re seeing red- exile me. Ban me eternally from the interactive part of the wiki, so I won’t be able to cause any trouble. On pain of death if you like. But let me write for myself, for my non-canon self, and get this out of my chest. Just allow me to write.

I ask this as a favor from you. Not for the ugly blunders I’ve made in the past month or so, but for the stuff we shared a couple years ago. The good times. Please, take them into account. That is all that I can say.  