Thread:Ecoraptor3339/@comment-5496489-20160524151005/@comment-4960835-20160929184128

After. But then again, most of us are around before they actively join. At least I was.

And ugh, I know. Trying to fix the Great Deciever war, accidentally pissing people off, making tons of beginner mistakes, pissing yet more people off and being too oblivious to notice. I'm not exactly proud of those days. Expectably, my Katarian experience didn't exactly end on a pleasant note either.

Alright, we used to butt heads and I'm still a little bit pissed about the whole "Now there's Waptoria, blink and now they never have been there/Now there's Imperium, blink and now the Tarkans have always been there"-thing (who wouldn't?), but that's fixable. I know I never got kicked -offically- but with all my empires retconned out/replaced and all attempts at new entries blocked, you really left me no other choice (and that's not an accusation).

In a way, I'm actually quite glad it happened as it forced me to go full Mirusian (until then, I felt Katarian more than anything) and it made me miss out on the height of the toxidity. So, yeah, thanks I guess /:)

Though I consider the Katarian chapter to be closed and done with, I still have some questions left. Who came up with that whole "Katar for Katarian only"-rule? Why -exactly- was Aeon kicked? (I know it had something to do with stubbornness and the Cleanser.) For that matter, who advocated kicking me out, and for what reason? I'm not trying to reopen old wounds here, just asking questions I've long wanted to ask, hopefully finding answers and finally putting the past to rest.

Since I've turned a new leaf I think I have the right to know. Certainly, it was mostly my own fault. As you are doubtlessy aware, I had the nasty habit of being overzealous, totally oblivious and taking everything at face value at the same time, leading to quite some regrettable descisions on my part. Though there must've been more to it since Aquino made the same mistakes (upsurped the Eagula region from Kioskstrum and barred his entry back in) and no one but Kioskstrum raised a fuss about it. (The fact that Kioskstrum wasn't too liked either probably helped.) I know Aeon really hated me (and he wasn't even so secretive about it - while I actually believed him to be one of my best friends. Yes, I was -that- oblivious), and I am led to believe Aquilo didn't like me too much either though we hadn't much interaction. Darkwarrior I most certainly had a very good relationship with, second only to Sporeraptor. Gmfk and TheBuilder...I liked them too, but at this point, I'm not too certain about anything any longer, especially because Katar was such a "close-knit"/conformative community.