Board Thread:Fiction Universe Discussion/@comment-1309126-20161216192324

This usually constitutes as one of my Christmas meltdowns, but I'm beginning to feel further and further out of place on this wiki to the point where I don't feel like I'm wanted or needed on the wiki. I have enough of a reason to believe whatever I do is no longer deemed necessary or worthy of reception on the wiki and being ignored seems to be so normal now that I don't really want to do anything about it.

The truth is, I'm growing angrier and less patient with each coming day with this place and the users on it, and the fiction I've done over the years feels like a decomposing testament to things I cannot commit to. Collaboration is no longer within my interests on the wiki no matter of it being the core element, primarily because with each day I grow less and less interested with what people are doing. Perhaps I'm outgrowing the wiki, somewhat. I have no clue, but I'm not happy here any more. I feel like an old and withered piece of furniture slowly rotting in the corner.

Whilst I still have many ideas and the desire to share them, I'm finding myself in a place of questioning as to whether doing it is worth my time, and I'm thinking it isn't. With that in mind, and the embarrassment of all the fiction stuff I've done in the past, I've requested Jo to erase all of my fiction on the wiki. I might recreate it, I might not. It might prompt me to start over in a more refined manner than in the past but I'm more than sure I will go into the routine of what I have done over the eight or so years I've been here.

As for the consequences of what will happen when everything's gone, well. At this point in time I really do not care. Figure out how to fill that blank void yourself.

Xho 19:23, December 16, 2016 (UTC) 